I cannot end my roller coaster relationship !

I have published before about an emotionally harmful relationship that i am set for over a 12 months now. He should have ended our relationship about 30 times (we have actuallyn’t counted lol) , every time being cool and hurtful if you ask me, and then come crawling right right right back a weeks that are few. I becamen’t strong I really allow him worm their long ago. I happened to be stupid – We understand .Anyway, within the last couple of months, We have got a unique full-time task that I have always been succeeding in and I also love, and I also have actually relocated home which will be great I feel so much happier and stronger and I’m now at a place where I don’t want a relationship for me and my two girls. I do not require it. I simply wish to enjoy time with my kids my buddies and my very own business .However this man knows of this and will not keep me personally alone. I’d ended our relationship, but he texted and called constantly. Once I don’t react, he came to the house – banging in the door.I thought it reasonable to talk to him in individual and somehow we provided in. He got all psychological, promised to end up being the guy we’d hoped he could possibly be. We backed down and today our company is ‘back on’. He’s got made plans and guarantees for the near future, told his son that he’s got a unique gf etc and continues on how sorry he could be for treating me personally poorly and just how delighted he could be given that we are able to move on together.I feel trapped. I do not would like a relationship during the minute, but all of the effort he makes now, means it really is harder for me personally to get rid of it. We stress as he craves companionship and attention.I don’t want to hurt him that he will fall apart without me. I do not understand simple tips to make sure he understands. I am aware he shall badger me personally. ادامه مطلب …